Wait, weight, weights.

The keys to my cycling right now.

Wait: I can't have it all, do it all, be it all right now.  I have to wait for opportunities and work to get results.

Weight: I have to lose that last few kilos.  I'm just on the edge of fit weight and moving that last bit is really hard.  It's just discipline but discipline I don't have right now.

Weights:  I need strength.  Fast explosive strength that will let me blast out of corners, respond to surges and sprint for a line.  I just don't have that kind of strength and weights are a big part of getting it.

These are my targets.

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